‘it’

Where is it?

Wasn’t I supposed to have an infinite reserve of it?

Did i really just give it all away?

Or did something inside me consume it all?
Maybe I simply lost it?

I could also have misplaced it somewhere close by?

Could it still be there?

Is it possible that I’ve somehow forgotten how to use it?

What should i do get it back?
Where do i find it?

Will I ever get it back?

Can I even get it back?